depressed
sad
frustrated
on the verge of breaking down
is all i feel now
it's all my fault
for not starting my NRP project early
for pushing it all till the end
i'm now dead
i dun noe how to use flash
i dun noe how to use the programme
i'm clueless
my prof has been nice to provide many sources
but i still can't do it
and my dad has also been so nice to find crash course for me to learn the basics of flash
but
it cost around $350++
and that caused my mum and dad to have a little argument
my parents have also been so supportive to go with me to the library to search for books
but what can i do?
i'm totally stuck
and i dun dare to tell them
then my dad would go on to say i should go for the course
and the argument goes on again
='(
it's all my fault
i noe i have to face up to this problem
but how?
what we could have been, 23.11.08.